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I'm Amanda. I have a fiance' that I live with. His name is Marky. If you asked me what the best thing that ever happened to me was...I'd have to answer that it was when Marky walked into my life. ♥ I'm bisexual. I have 4 younger siblings and they are my life. I have a kick-ass Momma. I love her with all my heart. I write a lot. I'm very random, but I always make a point. I love the night, the moon, & the stars, & the thought that someone could be looking at it the same time you are. I love Betty Boop. My Mom-Mom (R.I.P) got me into liking everything about her. I like Care bears, my favorite is Cheer Bear. I go to Nocturne in Philly every Wed. Night at 9 & The Deptford Mall every Friday around 4. I don't have my license yet.
I want to be a photographer someday. My name came from The song "Mandy" by Barry Manilow. You'll notice I take A LOT OF PICTURES, I do this because, I'm really into modeling & photography, I usually practice on myself, my family, & my friends. It's easier to trust yourself with taking pictures of yourself, because then you can know that it wont turn out crappy. I think people waste too much time obsessing about how they wish to be, I think one rule to life is to love at least one thing about yourself.I get made fun of a lot and I don't like it. I tend to ignore awhat people say about my chunkiness and the way I dress, but it still hurts my feelings. Be nice to me.
I like goth rock, but my first love will always be metal. I think people who are interested and share a love of metal music should be fully devoted to keeping old metal as well as new metal alive. I think there should be a point of respect to all musicians who work thier ass off to have some sort of music for you to vibe to. Music is beautiful, you always have that one song, band, or album, that fully defines you, & supports your belief & aspirations. The one band that can tell a tale through your eyes. In the wonderful words of Madonna: "Music makes the people come together"
Music will save the world one day.
I do believe in God, whether it be one god or many, who knows... I'm not a psycho-crazy christian or anything, but I do believe God(s) exist and they/he/she is there for me. It's really the only other being that ever listens to my ranting. I'm also believe in a lot of things Wiccan. My idea is that the earth is everything. Whether you live or you die, you're a part of the earth, though there is some "thing" out there that listens to you & lifts you up when you're down. I'm not so sure, I mean I have a thousand theories, but trust me on this, something is out there, and we will all go somewhere, whether it's to heaven or to a tree. I'm usually outgoing and flirty & I can be sweet, I can be mean, but I have a big heart so I'm usually always nice, until someone gets in my life & tries to ruin it. I usually keep to myself, unless I believe there is a die hard need to talk about another person, though I'm not a gossip girl or whatever. I'm not really prone to violence, but i think if someone throws the first hit, you can give yourself permission to kick the shit out of them. My favorite animal is a dolphin. I also like porpoises and whales. I love the sea life. I also like cats and dogs, holusehold pets. I like Spiders and Snakes. My favorite color is purple. I love poetry. My favorite poets are: Shell Silverstein, Edgar Allen Poe, and Robert Frost. I love poetry and reading. I've never broken a bone in my life, but I was in a car-accident before and it was pretty bad. I have a lot of morals. I make goals for myself. I'm not really progressed into life yet, but I do have standards for my life and goals I wish to face one day so I can do good and succeed in this life. I know one moral of mine is to never have sex with someone I do not love. Another is to never do drugs. One more is to speak-up or shut up and deal. I would hate it if I knew I didn't like something but I didn't say anything. I'm very honest, almost cold sometimes when I have to be. I'm a monogomist. I don't cheat or lie to my fiance. If I was going to do something with someone else,(which wouldn't happen) or wished to see someone else, he would be the first to know. Like I said I'm very honest. I do sometimes get attracted to other people, and yes...I AM a flirt. But, he knows that. I'm his at the end of the night. I'm not one of those girls you can add on Myspace, because you think I'm hot and you want to have sex with me. I'm into REAL guys with REAL minds. I'm not just some dumb, bitch or a slut. I'm neither. I'm Amanda. I'm very smart & honest. I love hard, and I'm stubborn sometimes. I'm a great friend & an amazing sister. I'm an okay daughter, but I do my best. Don't ever take me for granted, heed my warnings, and listen to my advice, never lie to me, and don't be afraid to talk to me. Hear me out, and don't interrupt. Live every moment like it's you last. Make every time you're with me a memory and never let it go. Share your thoughts & feelings, never hold back... life is amazing when you live second by second and breathe everything in. Anyway, that's me. I'm not afraid of critcism or honest opinions. I'm not afraid of friends.

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