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Cunt

February 14th, 2009 (05:14 am)

Cunt

You used him
Now, you're by yourself
you're on your own
with your boyfriend or without him, you cry cause' you're alone

C for Christina
U for ugly
N for narcissistic
T for trashy
You're so nasty

You fuck for love
You like the fear
You love the way it makes you feel
You lie to cheat
You cheat to steal
You're so fake
You were never real

He loved you for who you were
you threw the greatest thing away
you broke his heart to prove a point
there wasn't a thing he could do to make you stay

I'm sure he felt dead
I'm sure he felt used
bruised by a whore who was just confused
I'm disgusted by you, a cheap imitation of the pretty girl you used to be
you've rotted yourself to an ugly core
Nobody likes you anymore

You fuck for love
You like the fear
You love the way it makes you feel
You lie to cheat
You cheat to steal
You're so fake
You were never real

C for Christina
U for ugly
N for narcissistic
T for trashy
You're so fucking nasty





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Smash My Memories

February 14th, 2009 (05:13 am)
current location: basement
current song: Razorblade- Blue October

Smash My Memories

By: Amanda K Bourquin

I smashed my memories
My transparent, glass brain lie pulsating and bleeding
I've trashed your letters and ripped your pictures
I cried a river into cotton; fluffy tissues
I thought dismantlement would resolve all my issues

I listened to music that would make me more upset
I screamed; my throat is killing me
I've made you such a regret
I have memories reminding me...
I just need to forget

I smashed my memories
I drank a bottle down
I took some P.M to cry myself to sleep
I'll drink so much. I'll drown
I just want to hold onto this
just something I can keep
my lonliness; my bliss
I've fallen, it's too steep

I walked a few years in shoes that didn't fit
I thought you loved me
but you don't miss me, not one bit
It seems you're over all our dreams
I guess love isn't always what it seems
I rip off my sleeves
I tear myself apart at the seams
You need to get out of my head, You need to leave

And so, I smashed my memories
I killed all except for one
The fact you weren't worth it
Now, I found someone

Farewell, You
I've forgotten
You're so over; faded, rotten
I've severed our forever
"We'll never be together"










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John

February 14th, 2009 (05:10 am)
angry

current location: basement
current mood: angry
current song: no music

I met a guy named John
He was so seemingly perfect
I looked into his face
and in it there was something lurking

He wasn't that bad looking
there was some sudden attraction
I had already found myself taken
this boy was a dangerous distraction

One word and that was it
I had found myself an infatuation
I got lost in his mystery
I got into a bad situation

My love and I were just beginning in the winter
It takes a lot for me to get comfortable with a guy
My past had scars and splinters
I had issues, and only I know why
Sometimes I couldn't trust him
He's different when he fights
I felt upset just thinking and I was confused most nights

I enter the club
The pretty lights surrounding
I dance on the floor
My heart is pounding
He's standing by the exit door
"If you show me heaven, I will meet you there"
I see him in the distance with a very solid glare

The music sounds like it's stopped
My priorities cropped
A kiss on my lips, my love goes to smoke
I'm lost and im confused
Is my life a joke?

I charge to the door
I see the smirk on his face
John comes outside
this is such a disgrace
We talk, I'm beguild
I just thoughy I could be in his world for awhile
He makes the point across
He doesn't want me for love
He is very indecisive
but, for some reason he's everything I was dreaming of
A brief facination
He looks at my lips
I was going to cry
He put his hands on my hips
"I hate it when girls cry"
"I'm just not good..."
He pauses my my words
The whole world felt like a blur
He looked so clear headed for once
I just felt lost
I know of the damage this could cost

We move away from the wall
This wasn't cool at all
I blow it off to forget
If I lost my love, I'll live this life in regret
I'll banish the day that John & I ever met

I return to the club
My love was looking all over
At this point, I just don't want to be sober
I hide my pain inside
I forget that lied
I kiss my love the most venemous kiss
and remembered how much his kisses are just bliss

A few weeks later my love was no more
He found comfort in some crazy whore
Her criminal intent is something I should have seen from the start
But nothing even mattered now, he had broken my heart
In a spite of pure jealousy I texted John
I told him my feelings, and the conversation pressed on
He became my comfort in this sadness and pain
Little did I know he was fucking insane

My brain comes to interrupt my life
In this sudden loss I encountered
I found comfort in this knife
My pain was immensing
I needed a friend
I confinded in John
I thought he had a hand to lend
I needed to be saved
I was lost and afraid
A knock at the door
I answered with tears
He gave me a hug to rid away all my fears
He held my hand up the stairs
We talked for awhile and he made me feel like he cares

He moved in too fast
I didn't want any kissing
The kisses of my love were the only ones I was missing
He held my hands down
I react to just fight
I kicked, I tried to scream, but nothing was working right
No one could hear me
No one could see
The pain that John was putting on me
My love didn't know
He was at the mall with her
there wasn't anything I could do to make me any of his concern
John hit me and screamed at me
He made me cry so much
I could'nt take my love not being there for me
I could only take a punch
John choked me and in his eyes I saw
that lurking thing I had noticed all along
His eyes grew more angry
His face was all read
His rage was inside of me
I just wanted to be dead
He came in the condom, he threw it on the floor
He looked at me, guiltless and walked out the door
I lied there without any pants on a broken mess
I wanted my love back so bad
but I knew that I was loveless

The pain was soon over
Eventually, My love was back with me
Sad to say my friendship with John is not what it used to be
I'm scared when I see him
Sometimes, I don't know what to say
He's hurt me more sinse then
I remember everyday
It just goes to show you that people aren't what they seem
I wish that I never met John, I wish it was all just a bad dream.

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Real Men dont...

August 2nd, 2007 (07:54 pm)
current location: Computer
current song: Aparatis- Red Jumpsuit

Think its ok to boss a girl around?
slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson?





She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut".






No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash.







A "man" should NEVER hit a woman.





And should never force his girl to have sex with him,
thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love.





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Jay & Amanda Interesting convo

August 1st, 2007 (04:19 pm)
current location: computer
current song: none

Dude..Maybe you should just forget him...It's sort of stalker-ish sending a guy more than 4 emails because they dont respond...if you say he's your friend. then trust him....he'll return your message...& you have to stop ranking your friends by popularity. You say he's your best friend. A best friend is someone whos there for you NOMATTER WHAT. A Best friend is someone you can talk about anything wish. A Best friend is someone who always tells you the truth. A best friend is someone who you wouldnt mind hanging out with everyday & not getting annoyed..A best friend answers your calls & emails...hangs out with you, & is there when you need him. Is he really your "best friend"...You need to stop basing your life on other people...your life is about you not ANDREW. You dont have to live, breathe, eat & sleep him...You dont have to dedicate your life to him or look up to him just because he's "popular"...I mean what is popular anyway...Everyones a popular piece to thier own click...like...im a popular piece when im hanging with freaks...goths...skaters...potheads..metalheads...biker people..cyber chicks...club kids...mall goths...(even though i cant stand mall goths) but anyway the point is im popular in my own way...im cool with everyone in my so called "click" You are popular in your own click...youre a grunge-ish biker kid...you like things on a darker edge and Andrew has nothing to do with that. I'm not saying you cant chill with him because he's a football player...but stop pretending like youre somone else to impress him...& from the sounds of it...you guys keep having problems & issues & drama...I mean you barely have time for you REAL friends because youre too busy impressing Andrew. Everytime you message me it's never to say hello or how are you doing..its alway sabout Andrew...& some problem you have with him...dude  just say FUCK IT & get on with your life...you have better things to do than to waste your time on him...
love you
hope i helped...

Amanda
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: <a href='http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=164851593&MyToken=a55991f9-bc71-4bb6-b595-9b4168832821'>jay</a>
Date: Aug 1, 2007 1:02 PM


hey girl

you want to here some crazy shit well my friend andrew i been telling you about well i think i fucked up again . he's prombly busy or something but i think i said the wrong thing by asken him stuff or sending more then one email . he told me that i don't need to send 20 freaking emails just one or two cuz he will respond some time , well knowing me i think i fucked up again i only sent like 4 or 5 to him plus comments to his page but he don't execpt the comments to his page that i send him only the photos comments he excepts in his pichures but if i send him a comment to his profile he don't keep it or something i don't get it . he don't hate me but that's what he says to me and he says i seem really cool, but i think he's saying that just not to get me pist off . but who knows what goes on in his head
from what i heard around school this past yr that he's not a bad person he's one of the popular people and he's not one of the people who is on minute ok then the next an asshole . that's what i here but he might have been an asshole to me before you remember that right that day or days were i was upset that i did something wrong then he started talking to me .
i wish you were here , now theres something i can't figure out now every night i have a dream and in my dreams every night about something andrew pops up for no reason every night now this is for real if i'm dreaming about something in the past he pops up in my dream . i can't figure out why he pops in my dreams every night if i'm thinking about him i still see him in my dreams at night i can't get him out of my head at night what the hell do i do about that . cuz it's really getting werid even a dream about family he's in it , this might sound werid and you might think i'm lien about it but i'm not it's been happening a week after prom night

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Down Syndrome

August 1st, 2007 (03:51 pm)
current location: computer

My mom's babie may have down syndrome. I'm beginning to lose my mind I'm panicking. It's really hurting me that my baby siblings might be sick. When my mom was still pregnant with me, they said I was going to be a dwarf. I'm fine. Maybe the twins will be fine too. I've been crying. I've been praying...I'm really hoping these babies will be okay....I'm holding onto all hope avaliable. Mom's going Augst 10th..to see whats up. So maybe they will be okay. The doctors said, they might have done the wrong test or made a mistake..also it's just a "might" right now...so hopefully everything will be ok.

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The Jersey Devil All INFO ♥

August 1st, 2007 (03:48 pm)

The JERSEY DEVIL

The Jersey Devil, the supposed mythical creature of the New Jersey Pinelands, has haunted New Jersey and the surrounding areas for the past 260 years. This entity has been seen by over 2,000 witnesses over this period. It has terrorized towns and caused factories and schools to close down, yet many people believe that the Jersey Devil is a legend, a mythical beast, that originated from the folklore of the New Jersey Pine Barrens. Others disagree with this point of view. The following text will show there is evidence to support the existence of an animal or supernatural bring known as the Jersey Devil. The evidence consists of the stories of the Jersey Devil's origin, the sightings of it, and finally, the theories on it.

There are many different versions of the birth of the Jersey Devil. One of the most popular legends says a Mrs. Shrouds of Leeds Point, NJ made a wish that if she ever had another child, she want it to be a devil. Her next child was born misshapen and deformed. She sheltered it in the house, so the curious couldn't see him. On stormy night, the child flapped it's arms, which turned into wings, and escaped out the chimney and was never seen by the family again. A Mrs. Bowen of Leeds point said, "The Jersey Devil was born in the Shrouds house at Leeds Point." 1 Another story that also placed the birth at Leeds Point said that a young girl fell in love with a British soldier during the Revolutionary War. The people of Leeds Point cursed her. When she gave birth, she had a devil. Some people believe the birth of the devil was punishment for the mistreatment of a minister by the Leeds folk.

Another story placed the birth in Estelville, NJ. Mrs. Leeds, of Estelville, finding out she was pregnant with her 13th child, shouted,"I hope it's a devil". She got her wish. The child wad born with horns, a tail, wings, and a horse-like head. The creature revisited Mrs. Leeds everyday. She stood at her door and told it to leave. After awhile, the creature got the hint and never returned.

Burlington, NJ, also claims to be the birthplace of the Jersey Devil. In 1735, Mother Leeds was in labor on a stormy night. Gathered around her were her friends. Mother Leeds was supposedly a witch and the child's father was the devil himself. The child was born normal, but then changed form. It changed from a normal baby to a creature with hooves, a horses head, bat wings and a forked tail. It beat everyone present and flew up the chimney. It circled the villages and headed toward the pines. In 1740 a clergy exercised the devil for 100 years and it wasn't seen again until 1890.

There are many other versions of the legend. The legends say it was the 6th, 8th, 10th, 12th, or 13th child, It was born normal or deformed, and the mother confined it to the cellar or the attic. Although there are many discrepancies in all of these stories, there are 3 pieces of evidence that tie all of the legends of the Jersey Devil's origin together.

The first thing that ties the legends together is the name "Leeds". Whether the mothers name was Leeds or the birth place was Leeds Point, all of the stories include the name Leeds. Alfred Heston, the Atlantic County Historian, believes that the devil could be a Leeds or a Shrouds baby. He discovered that a Daniel Leeds opened land in Great Egg Harbor, NJ, in 1699. His family lived in Leeds Point. He also discovered a Samuel Shrouds, Sr. came to Little Egg Harbor, NJ, in 1735 and lived right across the river from the house of Mother Leeds. The 3rd fact ties in the Burlington story with the others stories. Professor Fred MacFadden of Coppin State College, Baltimore, found that a "devil" was mentioned in writings from Burlington as early as 1735. He also indicated that the word Burlington was used to was the word used to names the area from the city of Burlington to the Atlantic Ocean. This means that the name that is now used for the birthplace such as Leeds point or Estelville, could be the same place referred to in the Burlington Legend.

The origins provide some validity to the existence of the Jersey Devil, but the sightings are the most substantial pieces of evidence. The sightings have been divided up into 3 time periods, pre 1909, January 16-23, 1909, and post 1909.

From the pre 1909 era, few documented records of sightings still exist. The ones that do confirm the existence of the devil.

In the early 19th century, Commodore Stephen Decatur, a naval hero, was testing cannon balls on the firing range when he saw a strange creature flying across the sky. He fired and hit the creature but it kept right on flying across the field. Joseph Bonaparte, former king of Spain and brother of Napoleon, saw the Jersey Devil in Bordentown, NJ, between 1816 and 1839 while he was hunting. In 1840-41 many sheep and chickens were killed by a creature with a piercing scream and strange tracks. In 1859-94, the Jersey Devil was seen and numerous times and reportedly carried off anything that moved in Haddonfield, Bridgeton, Smithville, Long Branch, Brigantine, and Leeds Point. W.F. Mayer of New York noticed while visiting the Pine Barrens, most of the locals would not venture out after dark. The devil was sighted by George Saarosy, A prominent business man, at the NJ/NY border. This was the last reported sighting before the turn of the century.

In 1903, Charles Skinner, author of American Myths and Legends, claimed that the legend of the devil had run it's course and that in the new century, NJ would hear no more of the devil. New Jersey rested easy with that thought for 6 years, until the week of January 16-23. 1909. During this week, the devil would leave his tracks all over South Jersey and Philadelphia. He was seen by over 1,000 people. This was his largest appearance ever.

It all started early Sunday morning, January 16, 1909. Thack Cozzens of Woodbury, NJ, saw a flying creature with glowing eyes flying down the street. In Bristol, PA, John Mcowen heard and saw the strange creature on the banks of the canal. Patrol James Sackville fired at the creature as it flew away screaming. E.W. Minister, Postmaster of Bristol, PA, also saw a bird-like creature with a horses head that had a piercing scream. When daylight came, the residents of Bristol found hoof prints in the snow. Two local trappers said they had never seen tracks like those before.

On Monday, the Lowdens of Burlington, NJ, found hoof prints in their yard and around their trash, which was half eaten. Almost every yard in Burlington had these strange hoof prints in them. The prints went up trees, went from roof to roof, disappeared in the middle of the road, and stopped in the middle of open fields. The same tracks were also found in Columbus, Hedding, Kinhora and Rancocas. A hunt was organized to follow the tracks but the dogs wouldn't follow the trail.

On the 19th the Jersey Devil made his longest appearance of the week. At 2:30 am, Mr & Mrs. Nelson Evans of Gloucester were awakened by a strange noise. They watched the devil from their window for 10 minutes. Mr. Evans described the creature they saw:

It was about three feet and half high, with a head like a collie dog and
a face like a horse. It had a long neck, wings about two feet long, and
its back legs were like those of a crane, and it had horse's hooves.
It walked on its back legs and held up two short front legs with paws
on them. It didn't use the front legs at all while we were watching.
My wife and I were scared, I tell you, but I managed to open the
window and say, 'Shoo', and it turned around barked at me, and flew away.2

Tuesday afternoon 2 professional hunters tracked the devil for 20 miles in Gloucester. The trail jumped 5 foot fences and went under 8 inch spaces. The hoof prints were found in more parts of South Jersey. A group of observers in Camden, NJ, saw the devil. It barked at them and then took off into the air.

The next day, a Burlington police officer and the Reverend John Pursell of Pemberton saw the Jersey Devil. Rev. Pursell said, "Never saw anything like it before".3 Posses in Haddonfield found tracks that ended abruptly. In Collingswood, NJ, a posse watched the devil fly off toward Moorestown. Near Moorestown, John Smith of Maple Shade saw the devil at the Mount Carmel Cemetery. George Snyder saw the devil right after Mr. Smith and their descriptions were identical. In Riverside, NJ, hoof prints were found on roof tops and also around a dead puppy.

On Thursday, the Jersey Devil was seen by the Black Hawk Social Club. He was also seen by a trolley full of people in Clementon as it circled above them. The witnesses descriptions matched others from the days before. In Trenton, Councilman E.P. Weeden heard the flapping of wings and then found hoof prints outside his door. The prints were also found at the arsenal in Trenton. As the day wore on the Trolleys in Trenton and New Brunswick had armed drivers to ward off attacks. The people in Pitman filled churches. Chickens had been missing all week throughout the Delaware Valley, but when the farmers checked their yards that day, they found their chickens dead, with no marks on them. The West Collingswood Fire Department fired their hose at the devil. The devil retreated at first, but then charged and flew away at the last second.

Later that night, Mrs. Sorbinski of Camden heard a commotion in her yard. She opened the door to see the Jersey Devil standing there with her dog in it's grip. She hit the devil with a broom until it let go of her dog and flew away. She started screaming until her neighbors came over. Two police officers arrived at her house where over 100 people had gathered. The crowd heard a scream coming from Kaigan Hill. The mob ran toward the creature on the hill. The Policed shot at it and the devil flew off into the night. The streets of Camden were empty after this.

On Friday, Camden police officer Louis Strehr saw the Jersey Devil saw the devil drinking from a horses trough. The school in Mt Ephraim was closed because no students came in. Mills and factories in Gloucester and Hainesport had to close because none of the employees came to work. Many New Jersey residents wouldn't leave their houses, even in daylight. Officer Merchant of Blackwood drew a sketch of the creature he saw. His sketch coincided with the descriptions from earlier in the week. Jacob Henderson saw the devil in Salem and described it as having "wings and a tail"4. The devil was only seen once more in 1909 in February.

Since 1909, the Jersey Devil has continued to be sighted by people all over New Jersey. The number of sightings that have been reported to the authorities has dwindled over the years. This could be attributed to the fact that people don't want to be branded as crazy. Even though the number of reported sightings has dropped, there's still a considerable amount of sightings in the post 1909 era.

IN 1927, a cab driver on his way to Salem got a flat tire. He stopped to fix the tire. As he was doing this, creature that stood upright and was covered with hair, landed on the roof of his cab. The creature shook his car violently. He fled the scene, leaving the tire and jack behind. Phillip Smith, who was known as a sober and honest man, saw the devil walking down the street in 1953. The characteristic screams of the Jersey Devil were heard in the woods near Woodstown, NJ, in 1936.

Around 1961, 2 couples were parked in a car in the Pine Barrens. They heard a loud screeching noise outside. Suddenly the roof of the car was smashed in. They fled the scene, but returned later. Again they heard the loud screech. They saw a creature flying along the trees, taking out huge chinks of bark as it went along.

There have been other sightings since 1909, such as the Invasion of Gibbsboro in 1951. The people there saw the devil over a 2 day period. In 1966, a farm was raided and 31 ducks, 3 geese, 4 cats, and 2 dogs were killed. One of the dogs was a large german Shepard which had it's throat ripped out. In 1981, a young couple spotted the devil at Atsion Lake in Atlantic County.

In 1987, in Vineland an aggressive german Shepard was found torn apart and the body gnawed upon. the body was located 25 feet from the chain which had been hooked to him. Around the body were strange tracks that no one could identify.

The sightings and prints are the most substantial evidence that exists. Many of the theories on the Jersey Devil are based upon that evidence. Some theories can be proven invalid, while others seem to provide support for the Jersey Devil's existence.

One theory is that the Jersey Devil is a bird. Mrs. Cassidy of Clayton thought it was an invasion of scrowfoot ducks. The scrowfoot duck is much too small to be mistaken for the devil. Others believe the devil is really a sand hill crane. The crane used to live in South Jersey until it was pushed out by man. The sand hill crane weighs about 12 lbs., is 4 foot high, and a wingspan of 80 inches. It avoids man but if confronted it will fight. It has a loud scream whooping voice that can be heard at a distance. This could account for the screams heard by witnesses. The crane also eats potatoes and corn. This could account for the raids on crops. This theory doesn't explain , however, the killing of live stock. It also doesn't explain why people described the devil as having a horses head, bat wings and tail, all of which the crane doesn't have.

Professor Bralhopf said that" the tracks were made by some prehistoric animal form the Jurassic period"5. He believes the creature survived underground in a cavern. An expert from the Smithsonian Institute had a theory about ancient creatures surviving underground. He said the Jersey Devil was a Pterodactyl. The Academy of Natural Sciences could find no record of any creature, living or extinct, that resembles the Jersey Devil.

Jack E. Boucher, author of Absagami Yesteryear, has a theory in which he believes the devil was a deformed child. He thinks Mrs. Leeds had a disfigured child and kept it locked away in the house. She grew sick and couldn't feed the child anymore. It escaped out of hunger and raided local farms for food. This doesn't take into account the incredible life span of the devil. The child would have been 174 years old in 1909. It also doesn't account for the sightings of the devil flying.

Only a small amount of the sightings and footprints could be hoaxes. The Jersey Devil has been seen by reliable people such as police, government officials, postmasters, businessman, and other people whose "integrity is beyond question."6 As for the hoof prints, even if some were hoaxes, There is still no way to explain most of the tracks, especially the ones on roof tops and tracks that ended abruptly as if the creature took wing.

The last theory is the most controversial one. Many people believe that the Jersey Devil could be the very essence of evil, embodied. It is said that the devil is an "uncanny harbinger of war"7. and appears before any great conflict. The jersey devil was sighted before the start of the Civil War. It was also seen right before the Spanish American War and WW I. In 1939, before the start of WW II, Mount Holly citizens were awakened by the noise of hooves on their roof tops. The Devil was seen on December 7, 1941, right before Pearl Harbor was bombed. He was also seen right before the vietnam War.

The Jersey Devil's habit of being a forerunner to wars could be because of his possible demonic origins. In 1730, Ben Franklin reported a story about a witchcraft trial near Mt Holly, NJ. One of the origin legends say that Mother Leeds was a witch. The devil's birth could have been a result of a witches curse.

Other facts support the supernatural theory are the reports of the death of the devil. When Commodore Decatur fired a cannon ball at the devil, it went through him and he was unaffected.

In 1909, a track walker on the electric railroad saw the devil fly into the wires above the tracks. There was a violent explosion which melted the track 20 feet in both directions. No body was found and the devil was seen later in perfect health. In 1957, the Department of Conservation found a strange corpse in a burned out area of the pines. It was a partial skeleton, feathers, and hind legs of an unidentifiable creature. The devil was thought to be dead, but reappeared when the people of New Jersey thought that this time his death was real. Each time he is reported dead, he returns. Sometimes this year. The Jersey Devil will be 260 years old. It seems the devil is immortal, which a supernatural being would be. Another thing that supports this theory is the incredible distances the devil could fly in a short period of time. No animal could travel as fast as the devil did in 1909 when he was sighted in South Jersey, Philadelphia, and New York through out the week.

None of these theories can give a definitive answer to what the Jersey Devil was or is, but the sightings prove there is something out there. Whether the Jersey devil is a bird or a demon, is still left ot speculation. The people of New Jersey have definitely seen something out there lurking in the Pine Barrens

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Wicca ♥

July 31st, 2007 (08:51 pm)

Very useful Information for those involved with Wicca, or people wanting to be involved. I just posted this because...Alot of peopel ask me what it is, so here...I found on the best website that made the most sence.*

 

Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists.

Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day.   It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face.   Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow.   It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between.  It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild.   It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence.   When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrogance of human technology as they touch our souls.   To be a Witch is to be a healer, a teacher, a seeker, a giver, and a protector of all things.   If this path is yours, may you walk it with honor, light and integrity.

Wicca is a belief system and way of life based upon the reconstruction of pre-Christian traditions originating in Ireland, Scotland, and Wales.   While much of the information of how our ancestors lived, worshiped and believed has been lost due to the efforts of the medieval church to wipe our existence from history, we try to reconstruct those beliefs to the best of our ability with the information that is available.

Thanks to archaeological discoveries, we now have basis to believe that the origins of our belief system can be traced even further back to the Paleolithic peoples who worshipped a Hunter God and a Fertility Goddess.   With the discovery of these cave paintings, estimated to be around 30,000 years old, depicting a man with the head of a stag, and a pregnant woman standing in a circle with eleven other people, it can reasonably be assumed that Witchcraft is one of the oldest belief systems known in the world toady.   These archetypes are clearly recognized by Wiccan as our view of the Goddess and God aspect of the supreme creative force and predate Christianity by roughly 28,000 years making it a mere toddler in the spectrum of time as we know it.   

Witchcraft in ancient history was known as "The Craft of the Wise" because most who followed the path were in tune with the forces of nature, had a knowledge of Herbs and medicines, gave council and were valuable parts of the village and community as Shamanic healers and leaders.   They understood that mankind is not superior to nature, the earth and its creatures but instead we are simply one of the many parts, both seen and unseen that combine to make the whole.   As Chief Seattle said; "We do not own the earth, we are part of it."   These wise people understood that what we take or use, we must return in kind to maintain balance and equilibrium. Clearly, modern man with all his applied learning and technology has forgotten this.   Subsequently, we currently face ecological disaster and eventual extinction because of our hunger for power and a few pieces of gold.

For the past several hundred years, the image of the Witch has been mistakenly associated with evil, heathenism, and unrighteousness.   In my humble opinion, these misconceptions have their origin in a couple of different places.

To begin, the medieval church of the 15th through 18th centuries created these myths to convert the followers of the old nature based religions to the churches way of thinking.   By making the Witch into a diabolical character and turning the old religious deities into devils and demons, the missionaries were able to attach fear to these beliefs which aided in the conversion process.    Secondly, as medical science began to surface, the men who were engaged in these initial studies had a very poor understanding of female physiology, especially in the area of a women's monthly cycles.   The unknowns in this area played very well with the early churches agenda lending credence to the Witch Hunters claims and authority.   The fledgling medical professions also stood to benefit greatly from this because it took the power of the women healers away giving it to the male physicians transferring the respect and power to them.

Unfortunately these misinformed fears and superstitions have carried forward through the centuries and remain to this day.   This is why many who follow these nature oriented beliefs have adopted the name of Wicca over its true name of Witchcraft to escape the persecution, harassment and misinformation associated with the name of Witchcraft and Witch not to mention the bad publicity the press and Hollywood has given us simply to generate a profit.

What Witchcraft is:
Witchcraft is a spiritual system that fosters the free thought and will of the individual, encourages learning and an understanding of the earth and nature thereby affirming the divinity in all living things.   Most importantly however, it teaches responsibility.   We accept responsibility for our actions and deeds as clearly a result of the choices we make.   We do not blame an exterior entity or being for our shortcomings, weaknesses or mistakes.   If we mess up or do something that brings harm to another, we have no one but ourselves to blame and we must face the consequences resulting from those actions.   No ifs, ands or buts and no whining...

We acknowledge the cycles of nature, the lunar phases and the seasons to celebrate our spirituality and to worship the divine.   It is a belief system that allows the Witch to work with, not in supplication to deities with the intent of living in harmony and achieving balance with all things.

The spells that we do involve healing, love, harmony, wisdom and creativity.   The potions that we stir might be a headache remedy, a cold tonic, or an herbal flea bath for our pets.   We strive to gain knowledge of and use the natural remedies placed on this earth by the divine for our benefit instead of using synthetic drugs unless absolutely necessary.

Wiccan believe that the spirit of the One, Goddess and God exist in all things.   In the trees, rain, flowers, the sea, in each other and all of natures creatures.   This means that we must treat "all things" of the Earth as aspects of the divine.   We attempt to honor and respect life in all its many manifestations both seen and unseen.

Wiccan learn from and revere the gift of nature from divine creation by celebrating the cycles of the sun, moon and seasons.   We search within ourselves for the cycles that correspond to those of the natural world and try to live in harmony with the movement of this universal energy.   Our teachers are the trees, rivers, lakes, meadows, mountains and animals as well as others who have walked this path before us.   This belief creates a reverence and respect for the environment, and all life upon the Earth.

We also revere the spirits of the elements of Earth, Air, Fire and Water which combine to manifest all creation.   From these four elements we obtain insight to the rhythms of nature and understand they are also the rhythms of our own lives.

Because Witches have been persecuted for so many centuries, we believe in religious freedom first!   We do not look at our path as the only way to achieve spirituality, but as one path among many to the same end.   We are not a missionary religion out to convert new members to think the same as we do.   We are willing to share our experience and knowledge with those who seek our wisdom and perspective however.   We believe that anyone who is meant for this path will find it through their own search as the Goddess speaks to each of us in her time and way.   Wiccan practice tolerance and acceptance toward all other religions as long as those faiths do not persecute others or violate the tenant of "Harm None."

 

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KillerStardust [userpic]

How can you mend a broken heart to kevin

July 31st, 2007 (08:22 pm)


Answer:
You make the sitaution better, in hopes that both people can come to some sort of resolution & peace...You see, when you love someone you never really do forget, no matter how bad you were hurt...The love has got to go somewhere. It's like what Rogue says..." my love is a monument that will always stand for you"...that love...will always stand for you...because it can never be erased, It's too late...I fell in love, so it's like a scar now.
I just thought thats where we can start this "resolution"..this way theres never any broken hearts... & No more fights you know???

KillerStardust [userpic]

party tomorrow

July 27th, 2007 (09:29 pm)
current location: comp
current song: no.5- hollywood undead

I'm a bit nervous about tomorrow. I'm scared nobody will show up, because I had a dream last night that nobody came. I'm excited though...hopefully all will be well...im really hopeful at this point.

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